Religion

Growing up, I was pretty religious. I was raised Southern Baptist and I grew up believing all the typical Christian beliefs. However, everything changed for me when Therisa died. I was only 18 but I just couldn't understand how or why a loving God would allow her to be taken so young.

I grew to dispise the hypocrascy of organized religion. I flirted with atheism but realized it was not a good fit for me. I have had too many amazing things happen to me to completely deny the existence of God.

It took me many years of searching and battling within myself, but I finally found contentment in agnostism. Basically, I can't prove scientifically whether God exists or not and I am OK with having no solid proof. 

I someone put a gun to my head and forced me to choose, I would choose that God exists. However, I have no solid proof of that. I have struggled with faith because it requires that you believe without having solid evidence. 

My solution is not perfect but I am content and believe in being a good person and trying to do good things and hopefully I will make it into Heaven.