I told her that I am no one special. However, I consciously choose to remain positive despite my challenges. Because it would be easier to fall into a negative feedback loop. However, that would do nothing to help me move forward physically or mentally. So, the only other logical choice for me is to remain positive, focusing on the good things and good people in my life. I choose to celebrate every new day that I have been given. I am far more fortunate than I deserve.
I have had an amazing life over the past 41 years (and hopefully many more years to come). I certainly have had many highs and lows. I have visited 47 countries and counting. I have lived and worked in seven different countries. My one year abroad has turned into seventeen (as of 2026). I have seen and done more than most people will in their entire lives, in only 41 short years. However, believe it or not, I consider myself very fortunate. I am grateful even for all of the challenges. I wouldn't change anything even if I could. Because I have learned a valuable life lesson throughout it all.
I will have to keep exercising nearly daily for the rest of my life. It won't be easy. However, I am not doing it for my general health (although that is an extra added benefit). I am doing it to keep my brain from going dormant again. Another added benefit, in addition to general health benefits, it will protect me from mental decline. I still don't enjoy all of this exercise. However, it is a necessity for me. I am thankful that I am in good enough shape to do it. I am also thankful that my brain is responding (however slowly and effortful that is required).
I have amazing family and friends who love me unconditionally. I am in far better shape than some others, despite all of my challenges. If my family and friends refuse to give up on me, it would be unfair of me to give up on myself before they do. I spent far too long accepting only an average life, refusing to push myself to get better. Well no longer. I may never return fully to normal life. However, for my own sake and for the sake of everyone else around me, I cannot give up and settle for only average or acceptable. I have to strive for greatness, it will be a long, hard road ahead. However, hard does not mean impossible. Well this has been my blog of random thoughts. Thanks for reading.
Til next time, Tyler
